Saturday, July 23, 2005

i need help.
okay. i've no choice but admit that i'm feeling sucky these few days.
i need to throw up everything inside. though it sounds easy, but i dont know whats into me. i'm feeling the worse these few days. want to cry out loud til my body gets dehydrated, but i'm trying, trying hard to hold my tears. swallowing them - its hard. but i've to do it .

jo, my dearest sweetest darling -
thanks. seriously. i feel much better .

john, my kakee -
thanks too, really enjoy your company.

mike, BROTHER -
thank you. thank you. thank you. thank you again.
your advise for me is great!

holding back my tears.
swallowing my tears.